Ok so I've been sick as Fudge for the past few days but come thursday I will be starting on the Caligula/Plato/ Great Colosseum T.I.M room, We are talking Straight Sodom and Gomorrah type shit. You know, a "don't drop your keys" kind of vibe, fun for all Bwahaha

Just by saying I love you,
Makes me wonder if it’s really true,
‘cause many say that to my face,
And,
The nest moment your kissing another girl right next to me,
I don’t understand why you’re playing,
With my emotions,
Like it’s a toy,
‘cause all you’re doing is wrecking me,
And you think it’s a game,
But it ain’t,
Can’t you see,
I got real feelings about you?
I love you don’t mean shit,
Unless your actions,
Match your words,
So don’t play the innocent one,
When,
I get into your face demanding why you’re playing with me,
Cause I don’t like being used as a toy,
Only to get broken,
Cause you couldn’t treat me right,
But you smile and laugh,
As if it’s a joke,
But it ain’t,
Cause my emotions are real,
As your heart beating in your chest,
I should have known that you would play me,
But,
I let my emotions over ride what I’ve known,
So I can’t really blame you,
Cause I shouldn’t have fallen for you,
I shouldn’t have let me emotions run me over like a storm,
I shouldn’t have let my heart spea...

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My way of life is to avoid people to avoid being hurt. I walk in school and only talk to the ones that talk to me. I try my hardest to keep to myself and i don't have many friends or should i say any at all. I go to school alone and come back the same. I go to the park alone and come back the same. So why go home and be the same. No one to talk to no one that really understands me. At this point you think you know the type of person i am but you don't know SHIT!!! Thats why I'm going to tell you. I am a kid not your average but different I'm strange Im tall I have geeky glasses and I love to play basketball. Sounds like the normal kid right?!? But theres more. It seems to me that i enjoy pain i used to stick needles in my body and see if it would hurt it did and i loved it. Im crazy. I know i am i wake up everyday with pain in my body and i love it. i used to cut my chest and back and watch the blood flow to my feet. I used to poke holes in my ears and see if i could feel the wind through...

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Many time so far, i have had issues with IMVU support. And instead of treating all customers as equal... what do they do???
Of course, you can (as a common user) write a ticket (who will end up God knows there), you can write a public complain (which no one ever bothers to read), or you can contact ''Live Support''!!
A-ha!! Now we are getting somewhere!
All the time while common mortals like us keep writing non-existence tickets.... all those above us with VIP privileges are allowed to settle their affairs in few clicks of a mouse!
Now tell me that is fair?! Why IMVU cant treat all of their customers same and provide same support for everyone???
Is it because few lowsy dollar bills they receive from them, or what???
I am pretty sure that I am not the only one who thinks and feels this way, but what am i than just a lonely voice in way too crowded distance?!
And one more thing to their so called ''Live Assistance''..... ...

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i will now be mystery. my heart and soul is still there.... but ill now on hide my tears.. and happiness...i will no longer... show my motion to anybody no more.... there only few i trust... once they go i will not trust again.. so many years of betrayal and suffering i cant take it no more.....im in love with girl... but my fear is she gonna disappear or ill get hurt....she very beautiful and kind....beauty comes within....not how you look...i learn so many thing in life.. but i dont understand like is world really round.. or...if you loyal and respectful why do you get hurt....if you love someone so much why do they cheat.. what did world come to.....my life is soreness and sadness.. but there few who will put smile in my face.... if they disappear ill slowly disappear... like im nothing... im so fed up... in my pain.. i close my eye.. i see pain in my sleep when i wake up.... i see nightmare that just began... my life is slowly changing... to be successful....but... so much pain and...

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