My way of life is to avoid people to avoid being hurt. I walk in school and only talk to the ones that talk to me. I try my hardest to keep to myself and i don't have many friends or should i say any at all. I go to school alone and come back the same. I go to the park alone and come back the same. So why go home and be the same. No one to talk to no one that really understands me. At this point you think you know the type of person i am but you don't know SHIT!!! Thats why I'm going to tell you. I am a kid not your average but different I'm strange Im tall I have geeky glasses and I love to play basketball. Sounds like the normal kid right?!? But theres more. It seems to me that i enjoy pain i used to stick needles in my body and see if it would hurt it did and i loved it. Im crazy. I know i am i wake up everyday with pain in my body and i love it. i used to cut my chest and back and watch the blood flow to my feet. I used to poke holes in my ears and see if i could feel the wind through...

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Ok so I've been sick as Fudge for the past few days but come thursday I will be starting on the Caligula/Plato/ Great Colosseum T.I.M room, We are talking Straight Sodom and Gomorrah type shit. You know, a "don't drop your keys" kind of vibe, fun for all Bwahaha

Many time so far, i have had issues with IMVU support. And instead of treating all customers as equal... what do they do???
Of course, you can (as a common user) write a ticket (who will end up God knows there), you can write a public complain (which no one ever bothers to read), or you can contact ''Live Support''!!
A-ha!! Now we are getting somewhere!
All the time while common mortals like us keep writing non-existence tickets.... all those above us with VIP privileges are allowed to settle their affairs in few clicks of a mouse!
Now tell me that is fair?! Why IMVU cant treat all of their customers same and provide same support for everyone???
Is it because few lowsy dollar bills they receive from them, or what???
I am pretty sure that I am not the only one who thinks and feels this way, but what am i than just a lonely voice in way too crowded distance?!
And one more thing to their so called ''Live Assistance''..... ...

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I've learned that life is filled with paths, and each road you take will lead you to an answer about the other roads that you didn't travel, its up to you to figure out if you took the right path.
I've learned that communication is the key to happy relationships, be it friend, love, business or other.
I've learned that there are people that just will not understand you, and its not your place to make them, but do find those that do.
I've learned that just because I happen to like my online life more then my real life, doesn't mean that I'm any less of a person then someone that does more things offline.
I've learned that music is a special getaway.
I've learned that you've got a lot of choices. If getting out of bed in the morning is a chore and you're not smiling on a regular basis, try another choice.
I've learned that you should give thanks for what you are now, and keep fighting for what you want to be tomorrow.
I've learned that you cannot pursue happiness, it ensues..always.
I've...

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i will now be mystery. my heart and soul is still there.... but ill now on hide my tears.. and happiness...i will no longer... show my motion to anybody no more.... there only few i trust... once they go i will not trust again.. so many years of betrayal and suffering i cant take it no more.....im in love with girl... but my fear is she gonna disappear or ill get hurt....she very beautiful and kind....beauty comes within....not how you look...i learn so many thing in life.. but i dont understand like is world really round.. or...if you loyal and respectful why do you get hurt....if you love someone so much why do they cheat.. what did world come to.....my life is soreness and sadness.. but there few who will put smile in my face.... if they disappear ill slowly disappear... like im nothing... im so fed up... in my pain.. i close my eye.. i see pain in my sleep when i wake up.... i see nightmare that just began... my life is slowly changing... to be successful....but... so much pain and...

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