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Life is ever changing, and life is fully about change. The bad part is not liking change.
As you grow up, you learn that you have to change. If you plan to try to stay one way forever,
you don't live. You become a slave to your own ways. You will never experience anything new,
and life will past you by. You will ultimately end up being that person, that at the end of their lives,
wishes they had done this or that.

i will now be mystery. my heart and soul is still there.... but ill now on hide my tears.. and happiness...i will no longer... show my motion to anybody no more.... there only few i trust... once they go i will not trust again.. so many years of betrayal and suffering i cant take it no more.....im in love with girl... but my fear is she gonna disappear or ill get hurt....she very beautiful and kind....beauty comes within....not how you look...i learn so many thing in life.. but i dont understand like is world really round.. or...if you loyal and respectful why do you get hurt....if you love someone so much why do they cheat.. what did world come to.....my life is soreness and sadness.. but there few who will put smile in my face.... if they disappear ill slowly disappear... like im nothing... im so fed up... in my pain.. i close my eye.. i see pain in my sleep when i wake up.... i see nightmare that just began... my life is slowly changing... to be successful....but... so much pain and...

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From the first time I saw your smiling face,
I knew the world was blessed with your beauty & grace.
When you were born, God smiled above.
You're so very smart and full of love.

Things haven't been perfect, even stressful too;
But in spirit and body, I'll always be there for you.
You're very special, a daughter I'm very proud of.
I miss you dearly! This is to show my love.

Freedom, is a place you can only find within yourself. It can be lonely, but the good thing is you don't feel bad for anything you do, and no one can take it away from you.