We claim were mafia, Yet they laugh at us saying how we dont commit crimes. We say were Family, Yet they laugh that we dont share blood. They say that Omerta is dead but I assure that it is not. Just because one person does not utilize the feature of Facebook, Does not mean that Facebook does not have that feature. The same could be applied to this website or any site for that matter.

If you tell a secret with the desired hope that it stays a secret, You are committing to the Omerta Style and Etiquette. Does this mean that You are actively trying to pursue that feature in life? No, It just happens to be the side effect of wanting a secret to be a secret.

Life is filled with mystery that can be easily explained by logic rational thinking, Sometimes when we lose the ability to think rationally we are capable of great damage.. Ive caused said damage in lives countless times, Does this make me a bad person? Perhaps.. But im trying my best to make up for the tragic harm ive done. I try to...

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I finally received my stupid pen in the mail. I can finish the tutorials I started on months ago. I've also been going through a lot here lately. I had a car accident that totaled my car completely. Damned ice and trees. Why couldnt the tree of moved?! I'm also going through a messy divorce... Not going to go into it but I'm happy its happening.

Come march I will be enlisting in the Navy as a CTI. I'm going to churn out those tutorials before I leave. Basic will take 8 weeks or more then my phase I language school will be a lot longer than that.

But I'm back!

I've learned that life is filled with paths, and each road you take will lead you to an answer about the other roads that you didn't travel, its up to you to figure out if you took the right path.
I've learned that communication is the key to happy relationships, be it friend, love, business or other.
I've learned that there are people that just will not understand you, and its not your place to make them, but do find those that do.
I've learned that just because I happen to like my online life more then my real life, doesn't mean that I'm any less of a person then someone that does more things offline.
I've learned that music is a special getaway.
I've learned that you've got a lot of choices. If getting out of bed in the morning is a chore and you're not smiling on a regular basis, try another choice.
I've learned that you should give thanks for what you are now, and keep fighting for what you want to be tomorrow.
I've learned that you cannot pursue happiness, it ensues..always.
I've...

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I'm still reeling over the news but as is my marital status: I'm divorced. I found out two days ago that my ex-husband (who's 30) and his 'fiance' (who started out 15, now 17) were in a motorcycle wreck. He was wasted (no surprise) and she wasn't wearing a helmet (again, no surprise). She was pronounced dead at the scene and he was arrested for driving on a revoked (.. no surprise there AT ALL), fleeing the scene, DWI, statutory rape and... get this.. VEHICULAR MANSLAUGHTER.

I dislike that someone died (even though I didn't approve of her or how wild her mother let her run) but he got what has been coming to him.

My mouth fell open when my EMT friend told me.

Damn. Glad I was smart enough to get out of there when he first went crazy and showed signs of drug addiction.

Let this be a lesson to you kids. Drugs are bad. Srsly.

I see a lot of interesting BM products on sale, but I fail to see enough or really... Any product with actions that has sound effects added to them. Like milk squirting? Add a bit of sfx. Triggerdick cumming? Maybe add some raunchy sounds. I don't know, but seeing these would really pique my interest and I'd spend my money on a bunch of these products if they were added. This is a matter of personal opinion though.