My way of life is to avoid people to avoid being hurt. I walk in school and only talk to the ones that talk to me. I try my hardest to keep to myself and i don't have many friends or should i say any at all. I go to school alone and come back the same. I go to the park alone and come back the same. So why go home and be the same. No one to talk to no one that really understands me. At this point you think you know the type of person i am but you don't know SHIT!!! Thats why I'm going to tell you. I am a kid not your average but different I'm strange Im tall I have geeky glasses and I love to play basketball. Sounds like the normal kid right?!? But theres more. It seems to me that i enjoy pain i used to stick needles in my body and see if it would hurt it did and i loved it. Im crazy. I know i am i wake up everyday with pain in my body and i love it. i used to cut my chest and back and watch the blood flow to my feet. I used to poke holes in my ears and see if i could feel the wind through...

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Even though I got my old account back I figured it would be better to continue posting blog posts on this one.

Current mood : hyperactive
While hyperactive I usually start annoying people, talk way too much and just need more sweets.
All I can say is that I'm a chocolate addict. I can't go on without a doze of chocolate once in a few days. My dream you know what it would be : CHOCOLATE EVERY DAY!
when I don't eat I become all nasty and stuff. My mom says it's like a drug for me and I get crazy when I don't get it. Maybe it's so maybe not. I still have one dream with chocolate. To experience all the chocolate flavors in the world! now that's a lot of chocolate!

Anyways I saw an advertisement today regarding the new Twilight movie. All I was thinking was " brace yourself !". Then I saw that it was divided in two separated movies. Can't help to notice how they kinda copied Harry Potter movie conception. I don't know if this Twilight movie is the...

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haii .-.

I’m a little addicted to Imvu
to the game in my mind
my body craving to play and design
and the soft sweet sensation you have on me
while staring into my lappy screen

I’m a little addicted
to being close to you Imvu
the sweet visuals of your display
and the way you prod me
when you want my attention and your way

I’m a little addicted
to create in you all the time
Beautiful things for people to enjoy
and tracing Textures in Gimp and Photoshop
OMG “i love you so much”

I’m a little addicted to you Imvu
maybe i’m more than a little addicted which I already know ROFL

~shrugs~ Someone has been pissing me off, so I decided to write some poetry. This poem is not about anyone who has ever posted on these forums.


Start video at 00:45 as you read.

Title: I hate Nick. He is my bitch. (Not about any Nick in TIM)

Come here Nicky Poo
I've got news for you
You're not a h4c|<7r
You are a h4c|<
Your only skill
Is suckin on my sack
One balls Two balls
In your mouth
And after you're done
I'm goin down south
Hacking your back door
Your face down on the floor
got you screaming for no more
You're mine bitch!
You're mine bitch!
As you're takein my load
Gonna make you explode
Cause you're mine bitch
You're mine bitch!

...~waits for someone to say something~
Don't interupt me bitch!

Come here Nickerydoo
Damn hell I hate you
You crack ass hobo
I'm gonna fuck you in solowmo
fuuuuuuuckkkk Yoooouuuuuu!
You were born in a crack house
nursed on shit by a crack mouse
Where Your mom taught you
to piss...

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