I hate the ones that enjoy life because i can't. I hate the ones who are happy because i am always down. I hate the ones that have many friends because i only have myself. To me life is shit i have bad luck all the time and i don't know why. I get stitches one day and a broken thumb the next it like its all planned out with horrible events. Im not a bad kid i don't do drugs i don't make fun of people and i don't curse a lot. I guess fortune hates me because i always have bad luck in me. It sounds like I'm just complaining about my life i know it does. But I'm not this whole thing has a meaning and so does my bad luck, And yes I'm just a kid I'm only 12...

She stands alone, in a daze, as a single tear falls begotten
Her mind slips back to days filled with joy and laughter, not forgotten.
Her body trembles remembering his breath, his touch, his love deep within
Their joy, their happiness, their love all construed as a mortal sin.

Then one fateful night, God's hand reached down from the heavens above
To extinguish the raging flames of their desires and love.
The words they speak ring in her ears, her mind swirling with hate
She desperately tries to pull his tortured soul back from the almighty gate.

She stands in a daze, as visions fleet by of the twisted wreckage of metal
Broken glass, screams, bodies, lights, sirens, her mind just can't settle.
She feels cheated and robbed as her world crashes down around her
Time seems to stand still now as everything quickly slows to a blur.

She takes a deep breath, and slowly steps ahead
Trying to remember the words they last said.
Her whole life has changed now, in the blink of an eye
She lays a single...

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Treasured dolls, treasured balls
Treasured books, treasured looks
All the childhood dreams
Have faded, it would seem.

Treasured grins, treasured wins
Treasured skirts, treasured shirts
You're growing into an adult from a child
Becoming strong, from the meek and mild.

Treasured shows, treasured hair bows
Treasured rings, all of your treasured things
Although we are miles apart
You'll always be the treasure of my heart.

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I wanna be able to tell the whole world that you are mine.
I wanna be able to show you that you are my world.
I wanna be the first thing on your mind when you wake up, the last thing on your mind when you fall asleep, and everywhere in between.
I wanna be the one by your side in good times and in bad.
I wanna be the one that makes your heart skip a beat, your knees weak, and your body tremble.
I wanna be your lady in the streets, but your freak in the sheets.
I wanna be the air beneath your wings, lifting you higher than you've ever been, supporting you so you don't fall, and catching you if you do.
I wanna be your student, your friend, your lover, your partner, and your equal.
I wanna be the only one you want, the one you beg to have more of, that you can't get enough of.
I wanna be the one that you break all the rules for, just to be with me.
I wanna be the one that you can't live without and you are the one that I can't breathe...

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We've been together through thick and thin,
You opened your heart and let my love flow in.
Together we went through both good times and bad,
Up times, down times...happy and sad.
Now many years later, I look back and smile,
The best thoughts of us are with me, now and awhile.
My life has been grand, since with you I've been,
You're the one thing in life that's a guaranteed win.
As time draws near, my best friend I'll soon wed,
But there is still one thing left to be said.
With this thought from my heart, to you I send,
My love for you will never end.