Freedom, is a place you can only find within yourself. It can be lonely, but the good thing is you don't feel bad for anything you do, and no one can take it away from you.

Things are getting so.. Messy lately. It's like life decided that I need a new challenge before the previous one is done with. Figures, I suppose...
In any case, I'll be at the sea soon, swimming and nomming on ice-cream ^^

I'm glad I'll finally be free of mom's boyfriend, his last attack was just.. Too much. I never thought he'd actually ever hurt us before two days ago, then again, I do trust too much. Or perhaps I just trust wrong people? Who knows... In any case, I'm going to start being more ruthless... somehow

I just hope tings will work out eventually. Maybe Meg will just give up and Borut will just drop dead or something. That'd be awesome... ...

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This penmanship is worth more than gold,
It is about what we do not comprehend,
Inside the outside of our lives is where the real story is told.
We’ve become so egotistic about what we think we know,
However, its is not about you nor I…
Its about all as a whole, and how together we grow.
All the material possessions, so close we hold…
It is all an illusion, that will vanish in due time,
Remember all that glitters is not gold.
We do less than we should,
Unless we do all that we can,
We stand for less than the greater good.
The power of imagination makes us infinite,
Every artist is first an amateur,
Allow enthusiasm to become more than just a favorite.
The best way to prepare for life, is to begin to live.
Life is to short,
The first thing that you must do is learn to forgive.
As you look at your life, stepping back seeing that you created a mess,
You see something that you forgotten long ago,
Impatience never commanded success.
Living in a fast paced life just to get to the top,
Expecting it to...

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prays to him self father god... im coming to you lord.... please save me from mine sins..... people say im suppose to be saved but i feel so dam low... im sorry guys its time for me take reload yall Priest what happening to me is reason but it still doesnt take load yall it feel like im being throw back until i doze off i dont want to be far away from you the people say pray it will get closer to you lord. lord if im doing something wrong why cant you just tell me it feel like everytime i go up hill i go down to dirt to a degree i try to pray but i cry but cant cry cause i feel i can grind but cant grind i can run but cant run god please help me i wanna escape enemey telling me get everything now but father who truthly blessed but right now im very angry and i cant take it anymore if im truthly blessed i need comferation but im hating in this situation i cant take it anymore i feel like im gonna explode it may pull me back to x mode and i dont want to go to triphle x...

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i will now be mystery. my heart and soul is still there.... but ill now on hide my tears.. and happiness...i will no longer... show my motion to anybody no more.... there only few i trust... once they go i will not trust again.. so many years of betrayal and suffering i cant take it no more.....im in love with girl... but my fear is she gonna disappear or ill get hurt....she very beautiful and kind....beauty comes within....not how you look...i learn so many thing in life.. but i dont understand like is world really round.. or...if you loyal and respectful why do you get hurt....if you love someone so much why do they cheat.. what did world come to.....my life is soreness and sadness.. but there few who will put smile in my face.... if they disappear ill slowly disappear... like im nothing... im so fed up... in my pain.. i close my eye.. i see pain in my sleep when i wake up.... i see nightmare that just began... my life is slowly changing... to be successful....but... so much pain and...

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